Sunday, 17 November 2013

Will You ???

Where am I in this dark venom world
without my heart
my soul
my breath....


if I am on top
below me there is nothing
like sagar who is on top with m's presence
and at bottom with her absence


even the rain has dried up
but my tears are rolling
I love you
that's what I keep on saying...


tiny bubbles of ocean are waiting
to get enlightened by silver moon
its a never ending hope
of meeting her soon


Will u be my soul
its wailing
Will u b my breath
I ain't breathing
Will u be the other half of my heart
for you its weeping
Will u be the love of my life
for your answer its waiting


Will You ?????

Wednesday, 31 July 2013

Why Me Again?????

Why me?
to be laboured
Why me?
not to be considered


Why me?
for loneliness
Why me?
to see every ones rudeness


Why me?
for everybody to leave
Why me?
for not to live


Why me?
nobody cares to ask
Why me?
for all the task


Why me Again?
to see every pain
and to wet myself
in all this rain


Why me Again?
to even suffer in gain
where everyone enjoys freedom
and i m locked up with emotional chains


Why me Again?
to be kept in darkness
where even the beams of sunlight
serves for emptiness


Why me Again?
i often seem to wonder
i keep to this 
but still yet no one cares to answer.....!!!



Tuesday, 18 June 2013

Why Me?????

Why me ?
Whenever it comes to scoldings
and why do others
keep deserving carings

Why me ?
whenever it comes to hatred
Why me ?
to be looked upon with eyes in angry - red

Why me ?
to be given the worst 
Why me ?
let my soul pain a heart burst 

Why me ?
to receive ever no mud
Why me ?
to always face others bad mud

Why me ?
to suffer lonliness and longings
Why me ?
left to move on paths of endless sufferings

Why me ?
who's hand no one dares to hold 
Why me ?
to bear actions fully harsh and cold

Why me ?
to be starved from happiness and made to cry
Why me ?
with no one to get my tears to dry

Why me ?
to have so poor a fate
Why me ?
left to count days and dates

Why me ?
to be shown false pity
Why me ?
to be used to prove themselves great by showing sympathy

Why me  ?
still holding on to false hopes
shall my look ever change ?
nopes...!!!!

Why me ?
i often seem to wonder
i keep to this
but still no one cares to answer.....!!!


Tuesday, 4 June 2013

You were there...!!!!


You were there
When I needed someone
You were there
When I missed someone
You were there
As a pillar of strength for me
You were there
When I was not me

You were there
At my best
You were there
At my worst
You were there
When no one was
You were there
When everyone was

You were there
When I shed tears
You were there
When I overcame fears
You were there
When I lost out
You were there
Always 2 help me out

You were there
When I wanted you
But you aint here
When I want you more
All I want
Is to replace 'were' with 'are' and 'will be'
But the things aint
The way they should be
Though you were there
But I want you here
Now and forever................!!!!!!!


Sunday, 2 June 2013

A night without you......

A night without you
is a night without stars
its a night i realized
you are the remedy to my scars


A night without you
is a night without that remedy
a remedy which is an addiction to me
without which i cannot see


A night without you
installs fears in me
how rapidly and easily
you are ruling me


A night without you
is something i don't need
it can never be
an awesome read


A night without you
is a night i bleed
still it was the night
i realized how much you mean to me...!!!!